edited once.... being away from him is hard!

wella, just talked with my hubby through this tech. salamat sa nag-imbento nito, di ko man masabing isa tong obra ngunit di maikakailang malaking tulong ito sa tao.

first, i was so greatful there's a phone... then celphone... then internet... all of these injected several reasons of me being happy coz i stay connected with my loved ones.

mabalik tyo sa asawa ko... hehehe. he wake me up, was really tired. it was past two in the morning here and he just probably had his lunch over there. it was nice talking to him. getting OL always makes me excited knowing he's there waiting for me. he said, there's only 160 days more for him to go back home. that was really sweet of him, he keeps tracking the time. namimiss ko na sya sobra... kanina nga lang ay pinaiyak nya ako for sharing some of his thoughts. there are lots of people asking me if i'm not afraid that he's out there in the desert... of course i am! i just don't know whose in their right mind won't be scared knowing that their husbands' are at war. but we got not choice. we just have to deal with it one day at a time. with hope and faith that all of them be back home safely. yun lang naman eh... prayers lang talaga. HE knows what is my heart's desire.

every night, before going to bed, justin and i would pray. he will copy what i do and say. he do the sign of the cross like a duck, but it's ok God understands. He's probably smiling too looking over him coz he's so cute!!! I say, "Papa Jesus, thank you po for all the blessings. Always keep daddy safe in Iraq...." And he do his like, "C-sus, twe yu poo pa d b-sing. Wiz kee daddy (na may diin!) see rak."

God listens. He never leaves you. Kahit sino pa man sa ating lahat... Mahal Nya tyo!